HI ,
Ive deleted all my other blogs as tyhey all had the same old stuff in ,, they all said pretty much the same thing and it was boring as hell to read ,
So ill try writing about other stuff ,
OOOOOO i want a big car , and lots of £££ and a girl thatll be there and make mad love , lol
Just the girl would do nicely ty,
I realy realy am looking for a good job but most of the jobs out there are crapy part time things,
i dident get my S-grades but i got 5 SVQ done and i SQA modules done too , so i got some stuff out of school,
i dont the work i just dident go to exames, i was being stupid but i couldent go into a school at the time i had a privit tuter and went to residential shool, so i had a difrent kind of learning expereince from most kids,
im now 27 ,, damit im geting old, i beter get my ars in gear or ill miss the life train.
what im gona do is put goals and things to do in this blog then update whats happend about it,
ill see how that works out for me and then i will have some kind of way of seeing how good im doing or how lazzy i am ,
ill keep the past axactly that ,, in the past and just deal in the present and stuff.
my gilr frend got a good job and she is doing good , i should just do what she is doing but im kiding myself that im holding out for somthing beter,
hmm , i wonder if ill get a record contract or be the first man in mars, hehe ,i wish,
well now for my list or to do things,
-1- get in a learning course or job,
-2- driving licens
-3- get my sleep patern sorteed out ,
-4- get my meds down to a nearly no exestint levil
-5- be more realistic and get on with my life,
hehe i think thatll do for now,
well im gona go and play with some games on this so ,,
from ryan.
